"I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness"-Allen Ginsberg
 
Like me running on empty
Dreaming of seeing me
Glued to the bittersweetness of depression
Its gift of escape luring me into capitulation
 
The fear of not being me
The knowledge that there is no real me
Just a collage, a martini of everyone else
Mutability?
 
Taking on the role of the players
Attempting to prove the truth in my character
While provoking a pseudo--relationship with myself
Hail. This is what I've become